Day 144: Have been trying to determine what I'm passionate about in life. Apart from marriage, home and family, I have come to the conclusion that I'm in a very contented headspace at the moment where gentleness and 'going with the flow' seem to make more sense than forcing energies into one or two demanding enterprises. It really doesn't matter if it takes me the rest of the year to finish the painting series or if I write 100 words a month or (God forbid) don't reach my goal weight by May 10th, 2007!