Day 82: Managed to get to the gym, survived German class, found the floor of my studio, took the puppy to the vet and paid a fortune for peace of mind! Thinking a lot about the flow of life, with Gerhard's funeral on Friday, turning 39 on Wednesday, babies being born and others still getting ready. I don't have any fear of it, but its fascinating to ponder. Am I learning not to be so anxious? Yes, I think I am. I feel safe and settled here, for the first time in my adult life. Perhaps this is amongst the greatest achievements in life, with more to come of course. Perhaps the greatest achievements any of us have are the small, follow on effects which we may never even know about or be credited with.

Tomorrow is weigh in day.